I'm trying my best as it is

I'm Kristen and it's nice to have met you.

subjected dejected
denial outright.
no acceptance.
foolish to think
otherwise, otherwise
too naive to know.
incapable unrelenting
the truth as it is.
it is forgotten
vague indefinite
soon to be lost
lost intrinsically
to a ceasing state
of mindlessness
sense along
a degrading decomposing
continuum of continuing
asinine thoughts
thoughts considered
uncommon insane
that of which they are.