I'm trying my best as it is

I'm Kristen and it's nice to have met you.

i want to disconnect from
all society now.
excuse me while i wallow
in my loneliness
and shelter myself behind
the life i was originally content with
before anything had happened.

Give me the courtesy to express
the madness i harbor. 

your constant excuses
are getting old.
act as you should
and take responsibility
for once.

for once is all i’m
asking and perhaps
you’ll learn from there,
but who am i to know? 

just don’t leave me
to hang on your every fucking need.
I’m my own person
and for once, 
you should be your own person too.