I'm trying my best as it is

I'm Kristen and it's nice to have met you.

skeptical

elated…
is that the word
i’m going for?
i don’t know if
the events of today,
of what i have seen,
should call for such
a joyous moment.

is this some sort of trick?
am i to fall under
the impression that
an opportunity has opened
up for me to take?
i don’t know -
i honestly don’t know.